ONE BIG AGH.

agh. i'm torn.

kathryn's inviting me on a four day three night trip to vietnam's Ho Chi Minh on saturday, which is tomorrow.

i want javi to go. we're supposed to watch matrix on saturday night.

mom might come along. but pwede ring hindi.

i have ama mall promo shit to attend to. posters and stuff have to be ready by wednesday. haven't even finalized a design yet.

but that's really just an excuse. it's really the javi thing.

BUT THEN. he's asking me to not go. which i wish he didn't. it's adding to my stress. and isn't it better that he says it's okay for me to go, even encourages it because it'll be a cool experience. tapos ako na bahala?